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JJMEMPEK CHRISTMAS PARTY

2010-12-08T00:00:00.002+08:00

Hallu everyone,

Leave your comments here. Thank yew! <3 Ella

obituary

2009-09-18T20:06:00.002+08:00

Dear Blog, I love you goodbye.

Greatest lesson of all

2009-09-15T19:37:00.002+08:00

If there's one thing I learned in PEERS that I deem most important, it is the value of listening because it is in listening where you make people realize that they exist and are alive.

bothered

2009-09-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

now it got me thinking....

How does she know you love her?

2009-09-06T01:49:00.001+08:00

It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her, or she'll be inclined to say...
"How do I know he loves me?"

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Heyy!
He'll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday

You've got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her

Well does he take you out dancin' just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words in
Just for you? Ohhh!

Because he'll wear your favorite color
Just so he can match your eyes
Rent a private picnic
By the fires glow-oohh!

That's how you know...
That's how you know...
He's your love...

i wish it's december already

2009-08-29T21:36:00.002+08:00

i want to see Christmas lights

i want this vibe for my birthday :)

life stages

2009-08-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

self satisfaction is not good.

long weekend

2009-08-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

so near yet so faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar

weekend where are youuu? :(

bolt

2009-08-19T21:43:00.003+08:00

when the time comes that I need to run away,

please look for me after.

Time and time

2009-08-12T23:10:00.005+08:00

BESPREN!

HAHA APIR!

2009-08-02T15:53:00.004+08:00

BRAIN ache go away. yes brain ache.

-

2009-08-01T23:46:00.003+08:00

**sniff**sniff**

ang unfair naman.

little lulu, little lulu

2009-07-28T20:05:00.002+08:00

little lulu floats in mid air

floats

floats

floats

falls.

**lights off*

Useless nothings.

2009-07-26T18:44:00.003+08:00

craving for fishballs being sold in UP. i want.

as of now, there's a foodcart selling fishballs and tusok tusok in front of the store.

Despite the addicting smell, i'm scared of acquiring hepatitis.

Soooo....UP wait for meehhh...

a cupcake and a late night ride

2009-06-27T00:23:00.006+08:00

heading home at 1030 PM along with the long lines of brake lights,
still you decided to spend your last few hours of being a 22 year old with me.

Happy birthday, love :*

jumpstart.

2009-06-22T00:59:00.002+08:00

crosses her fingers to find a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow... nyaaahh this better be it brother bear... @_@

a me time tomorrow. <3. no, i am not selfish. mejo lang.

Ella got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...

... that to find out who you are becoming, find stories that move your heart.

Just like a seed has an image of the tree in it, so does your heart have an image of who you are becoming. Look for stories in movies and books that resonate in your heart, and you will find glimpses of your possible futures. What is your favorite story?

puro fairytales naman ang favorite stories ko eh...

lost girl

2009-06-13T02:04:00.003+08:00

with faith
trust
and pixie dust,

we fly.

year by year, side by side

2009-06-11T00:53:00.007+08:00

12 months ago, we suddenly sang to the same song
happy anniversary, love.

such a nice feeling

2009-06-06T22:01:00.001+08:00

wheee kilig fest over and over and over again...

BBF over! <3

I'm sorry... can't help it

2009-06-05T00:15:00.002+08:00

do you want to die because of your stupid stubbornness?
there's no use trying to resist
because I'm not going to let you die
don't worry, it's okay
it's going to be alright
I'll protect you

AMBUSH

2009-05-30T20:46:00.001+08:00

ellaismesmerized has had a makeover

HOMAY

2009-05-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

*MELTS* ^_^

top secret

2009-05-27T23:13:00.002+08:00

Important message to an important person:

(Written in invisible ink)

happy birthday!

2009-05-26T14:08:00.000+08:00

Mr. Keno Lorenzo Diego Ong

Happy Happy Birthday

I hope to see you soon

I love you.

sublimation

2009-05-26T13:27:00.001+08:00

ella wants to sublimate... give her a wall please...

businesswomen

2009-05-23T22:06:00.002+08:00

mom and i are remembering how to make general journals, balance sheets, income statements and cash flows.. helloooo business world!

the next big challenge is how to teach all of those to my brother. gahd.

little miss ego

2009-05-20T16:54:00.003+08:00

she wanted to prove something.

Hair ye!

2009-05-18T19:30:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 3 inches!

I love the sun

2009-05-18T19:25:00.002+08:00

last beach for the season. Hello tan lines!

heartwarming soup

2009-05-11T19:57:00.000+08:00

11 at 11. i love you :)

on the line

2009-04-04T03:18:00.001+08:00

super super tagal ko nang hinahanap ang movie na on the line. Finally nakita ko rin. maikli lang pero super awww... hahaha.. ang cute ni Lance! weeee hahaha

<3 Bemm!

2009-03-11T23:17:00.001+08:00

Lucky lucky 9!

mingming loves chingching <3

threat and threats galore

2009-03-10T22:46:00.001+08:00

*alert* *alert*

*alarm**alarm*

nakakapraning sheettt O_o

one down one to go

2009-03-02T18:50:00.003+08:00

THESIS PAPER OVER!

power hug!

2009-03-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

wahahahah funnyyyy movie..

it changed my life. promise. wahihihi

2009-02-26T23:50:00.001+08:00

Ang cute ng g-mail ko. wala lang. kamukha ng blog ko. wahihihi.

when you are surrounded by deep thinkers

2009-02-21T18:39:00.003+08:00

What a conversation...

Q: What makes a person so afraid?

A1: Probably he/she is just not ready for the possible consequences

A2: Maybe he/she does not have the guts for it?

A3: Hmm... I think the person is ashamed of him/herself

A4: It's because he/she cannot stand up for the decisions that he/she makes

A5: Actually, it's just because the person is not ready

For someone who is so so afraid, is it possible for that person to just give up?

is waiting an option?

Is it a question of what will happen after you actually take the step?

I think it's what will happen if I don't face my fear and stop myself from taking that step?

The consequences of not taking that step can be even worse.

Floating

2009-02-20T01:37:00.001+08:00

honestly, i feel like i'm floating in thin air at this very moment.
I don't know if i can or will be able to finish all my requirements on time... waaaa i wish i wish

GUYS PUMUNTA KAYO BUKAS PLEASE> hahahaha
waaaaa pag walang pumunta iiyak ako. T_T

heritage

2009-02-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

china after grad.
please.

baby you're my sugar rush

2009-01-25T04:59:00.002+08:00

eating about 10-15 pcs. of twix minis will keep you awake.......forever...

it's currently 5 am and I am still awake... No sign of mr. sandman

At least I'm done on my LS report.. pretty colorful report. hahaha... sorry groupmates...

To do lists just keep on getting longer and longer each day....

I just remembered what was written on a tac-it-on card during PEERS day last year: So much Magis, so little time... True...Too true...

3 long tests next week for ITM
LS Report
LS 3rd Pass
LS Mock Defense
CTK Pass
Philo literary output
Alice Sebold's Lovely Bones (300 pages)
Theo report
Theo Orals
Philo Final Orals
CTK Defense
LS Defense
ITM Finals
YES Report
Panel Defense for YES Report
PEERS Elections
PEERS Dream Interpretation Workshop
PEERS Stress and Anger Management Workshop
Dear PEERS
PEERS Debriefing Sessions
Isang Klase, Ibang Klase
PEERS Senior Send-off/Bonding Session

whoo... crunch time beybe!

More twix please....

let's compute percentages

2009-01-17T23:51:00.001+08:00

grar. mas marami pa yung sa kanya. buti pa sya. thank you.

nasabi ko na bang...

2009-01-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

nasabi ko na bang tinatamad na ko?
hahaha...

waaaaaa..... oo tamad na ko!!!

late posts and parties

2009-01-04T13:50:00.002+08:00

as some of you may have already known, i've been bed ridden for about a week because of some illness. No it's not dengue and it's not AIDS hahaha. My doctor said it's some kind of intestinal flu. It is also possible that it's because of overfatigue and my late night parties nyahahah. oh well... whatever it is, I'm glad I'm recovering slowly.

so thank you for all the people who showed concern for me during the times that I feel like dying.. seriously, i thought I was going to die. hahahha..

anyway... at least i enjoyed some parts of my holiday vacation with my lovely family, friends and relatives :D

waa ayoko pa pong pumasok~~

In a rush

2008-12-23T06:09:00.001+08:00

Long long day... but it was worth it :D

Bolt day finally!

Future here I come! :D

a super late post

2008-12-21T22:05:00.008+08:00

because of the exaggeratedly busy schedule of the last week of classes for this year, i wasn't able to update this blog that often (kunwari palagi ako naguupdate)

so anyway, I just wan't to THANK EVERYONE for making my birthday extra super kaduper special! *ella loves everyone! yay!*

DISCLAIMER: Sa ayaw ng cheesy, i suggest you stop reading at this point.

to my family: thank you for individually calling and texting to greet me a happy birthday. To my mom who actually called me on the morning of my birthday and sang to me a happy birthday song.. awwww... to my dad who called me at exactly 12 in the morning all the way from dubai... to my kuya who texted me "love you" for the first time in history.. awwww... and for giving me monina! sorry wala yung happy birthday badge.. nasa bag ko na.. ahehehe

To my titos and titas and cousins.. thank you for the picture message :) i love love the angel... :) thank you also to the late greeting of keno. hahaha.. *wala nagtatampo ako* hahaha... kidding... i love you no no!

To all the people who greeted me: Highschool and College friends alike.. I feel very very loved because of your warmest greetings... awww... hug!!! Thank you very very much!

To the gayest JJMEMPEK: I super super thank you for celebrating my birthday with me.. I know hindi tayo kumpleto pero it's okay.. i know beeeseee lahat... Thank you sobra for spending the day with me.... love you gays! awww PREEEE thank you for the call!! sorry kung hindi ko nasasagot kasi may class ako... pero I really really appreciate it.. I miss you pre!!! uwi ka naaaa!!!

To my dearest Angel Bradhers and my higschool friends for greeting me way way way ahead... *wish ko lang alam niyo na ngayon kung kelan ang Simbang Gabi* hahah... love you soo soo much! I miss you sooooppeeerrr! see you all in Dec. 23 * happy birtday bez!*

To my bestest best best friend in the whole poreber:

Thank you for being the first first person whom I run/call/text to whenever I feel oh so bad. Sorry kung minsan nakakausap kita sa phone umiiyak ako :( pero sobrang sobrang thank you for being my number one counselor.... I love you beybs! Thank you for the continuous greeting starting from the start of december until my birthday!! weee alam na nila kung kailan ang simbang gabi dahil sayooo..

To the person who I care for and love the most

Thank you for the weird smiles that I make even when I am only by myself ...Hahaha.. Thank you for surprising me with the unexpected stuff that make me, again, smile in a weird way and blush at the same time.. Thank you for making my everyday extra special and the next day to look forward to. Thank you for always telling me that I am not fat even though the whole world makes me see that I am. hahaha. I love you, love.

Sorry napagastos ka nung birthday ko.. pero I super super love the gerberas :* Thank you for the winnie the pooh jacket as well... awwww.......

a text message

2008-12-16T01:17:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday yang. love you

finally. tears of joy.

anticipated birthday

2008-12-15T22:11:00.003+08:00

hay...

happy birthday to me.

yes birthdays are supposed to be happy.

it's christmas all over the world

2008-12-05T00:58:00.002+08:00

I can say that my Christmas has never been this complete.

Thank you my Lord for constantly blessing me with the most precious people.

Happy Happy birthday :)

^_^

2008-12-02T21:46:00.001+08:00

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We do

back2back2back

2008-12-01T22:30:00.001+08:00

i missed the concert that would probably make my last few moments of teenhood complete.

T_T

after a talk with mami

2008-12-01T00:29:00.002+08:00

true to your heart
you must be true to your heart
that's when the heavens will part

that's all.

fatness factor

2008-11-30T22:34:00.001+08:00

I will not eat.
I will not eat.
I will not eat.
I will not eat.
I will not eat.
I will not eat.
I will not eat.

O_O

policies

2008-11-30T01:10:00.000+08:00

honesty is the best policy.

amen.

T_T

2008-11-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

i don't like you anymore. T_T

disisyon analisis

2008-11-20T01:40:00.004+08:00

in all fairness, even when I am always in a pacing and loading mode in this class, i am learning new and useful stuff every meeting.

(Concept of probability) I have learned that probabilities are very crucial in making decisions. Is it likely to happen or not?

(Approaches without probabilities) You can be optimistic or conservative with your decisions. Are you confident or not?

(Minimax Regret Approach) There is always an opportunity cost for every decision. This means, for every decision, you can have regrets ranging from zero/none to the largest possible value.

(Sensitivity Analysis) Sensitivity is very important and crucial. Analyze the possibilities of competition and other factors. What probability value can or will make you change your decision?

We make decisions everyday. We just need to be aware on how these decisions are dependent on our approach, actions and way of thinking.

Quotable Quote

2008-11-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

"shet bakit kita kamag-anak"
- wonder girl

hahahahahha. benta.

wheee in fairness

2008-11-16T20:37:00.002+08:00

once lang tayo nagkita *last year pa* tapos naalala mo ko. hahaha. amazing ^_^

anyhoo, sayang si rihanna at chris brown. tsk. oh well. still a very very fun experience.

new friends.

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they say na dapat non-traditional marketing na daw ang ginagawa dahil mas may appeal.

well, traditional kasi ako e.

kaya i hate you JV. hahahahha! (alam naaaa)

oh well. i'm happy (very much) for you! *malandi ka*

standing ovation!

the return of the comeback

2008-11-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

it's official.

the sony VAIO haunts me again.

then there came the HP Pavilion tx2500z series.

and now, I am more confused.

the horror.

Will we fly?

2008-11-13T00:30:00.005+08:00

I've been listening to this song (only this song) since 10 pm until 1 am. Talk about a major LSS tomorrow.

Will I ever get to heaven with you... Will I ever breathe the air that you do... Will I ever touch the angels...Will we fly... Will I ever get to heaven with you...

ha? ano daw?

2008-11-12T03:21:00.001+08:00

ano daw difference?

ewan

hahaha.

Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa

2008-11-09T23:35:00.003+08:00

sometimes, no matter how much I love watching cartoons, i hate them for making me cry.

i hate melman for doing so.

zumting puzeeteev

2008-11-06T19:41:00.001+08:00

you are aqua
#00FFFF

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well.

Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

crazy parents

2008-11-02T23:37:00.004+08:00

CRAZY.

forever

2008-10-31T17:53:00.004+08:00

unplanned trips are the b-e-s-t

Love you babes!

blast from the past

2008-10-31T14:14:00.002+08:00

nakita kita ulit. di ka pa rin nagbabago. ganun ka pa rin, *bading*. hahaha. joke lang. in fairness di naman pala. i'm glad na clear na ang identity mo.

mga comments ni jane eh. bully! hahaha

monyang monyang

2008-10-31T12:53:00.004+08:00

masama ka. di ka nagsasabi na na-hospital ka. :( tapos ikkwento mo lang bigla.. waaaaah... naisip ko tuloy na mangyayari din sakin. ayokooooo.

anyway,may may may lapit na birthday ko. ano regalo mo sakin?

Jane jane jane i miss you

2008-10-31T01:29:00.004+08:00

Jane: "shet, ibang klase" (in a bata tone)

Hahahahaha.

ikaw talaga.

namiss kita, pati stories at mga hirit mo.

pasaway ka di ka nagpapaalam.

nye nye nye nye

t-a-g-a-y-t-a-y

2008-10-31T00:51:00.002+08:00

movie day lang dapat to sa ATC. Pero dahil sembreak, sha mag tagaytay daw kami hahaha
sobrang pabigla-bigla talaga ni jane. hahaha kaya kita love eh. thanks at nabring up mo yung idea.

The cheapest dinner ever (at Carlo's Pizza). May didn't pay for anything (free loader ka!) except for the service charge. Ako bottomless iced tea lang :) Si Jane at Yani din hahaha.

I love my boys! Thank you Makee for the bacon and cheese pizza. Thank you Gwapo for the chicken bechamel pizza. Thank you Badj for the ride and the lasagna. Ikaw Jep? hahahah!

Pero I had soooo much fun today. Thank you mga babes. I missed all of you, pati yung pick-up ni Badj.

I would say na we are sooooo lucky to have all of you. Weee feeling mga babies talaga kaming mga girls.

You guys are the sweeeeetttteeeessstttttt that's why we love you even more. *kiss*

I hope maulit to next time. *BAGUIO naaa*

I LOVE YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU and of course, YOU.

heart don't fail me now, courage don't desert me

2008-10-29T20:33:00.005+08:00

twin soul nga kita.
pareho tayo ng nararamdaman.
hay.
i am glad na nakausap kita.
i wanted to know kung kumusta ka na.

think think think

2008-10-29T18:59:00.000+08:00

masama ba na nagiisip ako?

.....

oooohhh....cute

2008-10-29T09:36:00.003+08:00

You Are a Koala

You look cute, but there's nothing cute about the way you act. You're a total brat.

You like to be left alone, and if someone doesn't respect that, you are downright vicious.

You do your own thing... so much so that you tend to be pretty indifferent to those around you.

It is difficult for you to form emotional bonds with people - even if they want to form bonds with you.

What Animal Are You?

THANK YOU

2008-10-28T01:29:00.003+08:00

Thank You for making all this possible.

Love you eric!

Journey to the past

2008-10-28T01:22:00.003+08:00

HOME LOVE FAMILY

courage see me through

heart i'm trusting you

Define Sweet

2008-10-22T00:10:00.004+08:00

sweet is crossing Katipunan avenue from Banapple to Koppi Rotti despite of the speeding cars just to buy me chocolate toast (for free). Thank You.. you made me REALLY HAPPY.

To Popoy and Angelo:

you two are the sweetest *supeeeerrr*!!!

Love you guys :)

p.s. sorry kung tantrums ha hahaha... nanlalambing lang :)

home made iced tea

2008-10-12T15:21:00.002+08:00

i know.

taking steps.

lemon lemon love :)

prologue

2008-10-10T03:04:00.001+08:00

as much as i want to say something.....................

i opt not to.

thank you.

ayoko na.

2008-10-08T04:07:00.001+08:00

sayang ang B

bobo bobo bobo

m a g i s : wake up my dear...

2008-09-24T22:25:00.003+08:00

person A: you know what...ive been thinking....three cases of suicides

Person B: uhuh

Person A: naisip ko lang kung gaano tayo ipressure ng school to do better.. na palaging meron pa tayong maeexert na effort...to the point na mawawalan na tayo ng self worth...and that we can never attain happiness

Person B: or self-efficacy

Person A: kasi there's somthing more na unreachable in the sense..have we ever thought that magis may just be too much?... is there such a thing as too much magis?

Person B: magis is not pushing oneself to the limits...it's striving for a higher standard if we really are capable of reaching it

Person A: it's not being mediocre...yeah pero

Person B: people forget that its something extra

Person A: the way kasi we are being told about magis is that na we can still do more

Person B: true...but its not a requirement...we overemphasize too much on magis that we forget the learning process

Person A: na in a sense if you think about it... we are never too good

Person B: we forget to be happy in our achievements first before doing something more

Person A: hindi kaya mas okay na itrain tayo how to self evaluate

Person B: puwede rin... do we open that up to others as well

Person A: imbis na striving more to what we are capable of

Person B: Too True

Person A: Siguro both nalang. train us to do better and at the same time train us how to self-evaluate.

hay.True, we are being trained to reach for that higher standard. (If we are really capable of reaching it). true din na we must focus not on the goal but on the learning process. Pero alam ba ng lahat yun? I wonder... O_O

You? What do you think?

Banana Ketchup

2008-09-24T02:11:00.004+08:00

Alam mo ba na ang banana catsup ay naimbento noong World War II?? Kasi wala silang kamatis noon para sa Tomato Catsup at dahil abundant ang banana sa forest, yun ang ginamit nila.

"Eh pano naging red?"

Food coloring malamang.

"May dala silang food coloring noong war?"

Malay ko. Wag mo nang alamin.

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Hahaha. Knowledge!

Magaling. Magaling.

Bagay sa'yo ang pink bag at pink payong. Malandi ka kasi.

chillax

2008-09-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

puro chillax nabasa ko. haha.

sembreak mode na talaga.

kelan ka pa naging interesado sa library hopping huh?!

tama. lalabas tayo. wag natin isama si *tooooooooot*.....pati na rin si *toooooooot*

chillax.

Krispy Kreme

2008-09-17T01:22:00.003+08:00

you were one of the few people na nakausap ko nung stressed ako.

For that i super thank you.

"wag kang stressed...Yaan mo pag sembreak, alis tayo, hindi natin isasama si *********."

Hahah bad ka.

Thanks for being my lifeline.

I miss you.

Missing you

2008-09-03T02:11:00.002+08:00

I was reading all my past messages when I arrived at my cousin's folder. I was reading his messages and I couldn't help but laugh at this conversation:

keno (5/22/2008 6:24:23 PM): hey
keno (5/22/2008 6:24:34 PM): need your brain
keno (5/22/2008 6:24:41 PM): i need it now
Ella :) (5/22/2008 6:24:41 PM): haha
Ella :) (5/22/2008 6:24:44 PM): go lang
keno (5/22/2008 6:24:51 PM): help me with this
keno (5/22/2008 6:24:59 PM): anu rereply ko d2?
keno (5/22/2008 6:25:01 PM): wait
Ella :) (5/22/2008 6:26:43 PM): ano ba yung project?
keno (5/22/2008 6:27:02 PM): nag propose kasi kami ng activity sa kanila para sa special kids
keno (5/22/2008 6:27:02 PM): tpos yan daw
keno (5/22/2008 6:27:02 PM): ano rereply ko?
Ella :) (5/22/2008 6:28:16 PM): ano yung csc?
keno (5/22/2008 6:30:53 PM): gs2 ko sabhin na recosider nila
keno (5/22/2008 6:30:58 PM): pnu sasabihin
Ella :) (5/22/2008 6:31:03 PM): ahh
keno (5/22/2008 6:31:05 PM): compose a letter now
Ella :) (5/22/2008 6:31:08 PM): sira
Ella :) (5/22/2008 6:31:09 PM): hahah
Ella :) (5/22/2008 6:31:12 PM): bigyan kita ng idea
Ella :) (5/22/2008 6:31:16 PM): may finals ako bukas e
Ella :) (5/22/2008 6:31:17 PM): teka
keno (5/22/2008 6:32:02 PM): *cries*

hahaha. I love it when he's that straightforward.

Hey city-guy i miss you sooper. Call me asap. Love you!

love,
small town girl

bawal daw gamitin ang "na-realize"

2008-08-31T23:54:00.001+08:00

sorry sir tolentino.. gagamitin ko po muna.

ngayon ko lang na-realize kung bakit masarap kasama ang mga taong soloista.

bow.

oracle

2008-08-25T22:32:00.002+08:00

becky's day!

ahahhaha...

uber tight nurse-outfit for becky.

grabe, kahirap hatakin nung uniform mo becks. as in suman times 2 ka talaga dun.

well.. buti nagkasya parin. naging gayot ka overnight eh. exagge.

pahirapan din make-up mo. well at least, nag-pay off naman.

congrats!

nice nice din ng oracle kaso not so nice yung smell, hahaha..

LYSOL lang ang katapat nyan. >_< (rummeyt)

yellow cab love! <3 whoo.

happy birthday justen :)

2008-08-21T00:44:00.002+08:00

We are still intac... este intact... :)
*miss you pre*

"ako'y nabilanggo at inyong dinalaw"

2008-08-17T23:56:00.005+08:00

i guess this verse exactly fits to summarize my whole immersion experience, . All of the people that I got to talk to shared this verse to me. I saw how hopeful they are and how they believe that God is the only One who will make everything alright. I saw how they trust in God and how they see God in each and everyone of them. Although naiisip ko rin naman na kung kailan lang tayo nangangailangan tsaka natin Siya hahanapin. Pero nevertheless, nakita ko talaga kung paano sila sumusubok na magbago at magbago pa na kasama ang Diyos.

One word to describe my 3-day immersion at Muntinlupa: exhausting

why? honestly, 2 directions yung exhausting na sinasabi ko: both positive at negative. First, negative kasi sa mga nakita ko sa Bilibid, talaga namang mabigat sa puso. Upon seeing their condition, yung mga nasa "ICU" na hindi ko talaga nakita kung saan yung ICU doon (depende lang talaga sa kalagayan ng mga tao doon sa loob ng ICU para masabi mo na ICU iyon dahil wala talagang pasilidad). Nakakaawang isipin na wala silang sapat na gamit at gamot upang maibalik ang kanilang lakas. Kasi kung iisipin mo, nasa loob ka na nga ng kulungan tapos nasa loob ka pa ng ospital. Ang saklap isipin na yung iba sa kanila mag-dadalawang taon na sa ospital. Kung maririnig ko ang kwento ng ibang mga kakilala ko na galing sa ospital, 1 buwan pa lang, sobrang gustung-gusto na umuwi, ano pa kaya ang lagay ni tatay. Isa rin sa naisip ko, bakit kaya siya hindi dinadalaw ng mga anak niya?

Sa mga naranasan namin sa bahay na aming tinuluyan ng 3 araw, lubos kaming nagpapasalamat dahil ginawa nila ang lahat para maging espesyal ang pagtanggap nila sa amin. Pero marami pa rin akong tanong syempre. Pero lubos akong nagpapasalamat sa lahat ng ibinigay nila sa amin. Ngunit hindi rin maiiwasan na makaramdam kami ng konting awa sa kanila ngunit namamangha kami dahil sa lahat ng kanilang dinadanas, lubos pa rin silang nagpapasalamat sa Panginoon at masaya silang nagsasamang pamilya- na hindi rin nararanasan minsan ng mga taong nasa mataas na antas ng lipunan.

Thank You Nanay Rose, Tatay Lito, Ja-ja, Kristine, Arche <3

Positive side naman ng exhausting na sinasabi ko ay sa konteksto naman ng mga co-immersees ko. Talaga namang iilan lang ang kilala ko sa mga co-immersees ko maliban sa mga kaklase ko, blockmates at orgmates. Marami rin sa kanila ang unang beses ko pa lamang nakilala at mabilis ko naman silang nakagaanan ng loob. Napakasaya nilang kasama dahil okay sila sa kahit ano. Ni-minsan wala akong narinig na reklamo mula sa kanila at nakita ko rin kung paano nila inalagaan ang kanilang mga naging kapatid (lalo na kay Kim- bow ako sobra). Nakakatuwa silang tingnan habang dala-dala nila ang mga kapatid nila.

Napakasaya rin nilang kasama. Lalo na sa mga impromptu presentations namin. Haha! ang galing ni royce at benson! whooo! clap clap. Clap din kay Laura, Ginjie at Dannie! hahaha... singers namin yan ;) At syempre sa walang katulad na back-up singers hahaha.. Keziah, Dot, Hazel, Patty, Kim, Kirsten, Ais, Loren (Sana wala akong nakalimutan pleaseeee). Galing nila hahaha.. La-la-la-la is the best line!! haha..

Pero syempre the boys.. hahaha Blue Eagle Spelling masters na sila.. hahahahah!!! Alby!! hahaha Don't worry, panalo sila... kahit wala ka. Ipagpatuloy mo lang ang Powerhouse moves mo. hahaha... Nats! wag mo nang isipin yung mga iniisip mo,,, hindi yan :)... Royce at Benson galing galing sa instruments. Benson, ok na ok ka na sa pagiging faci ah! hahah..benta! Gelo! sabi ko i-share mo yung sinabi sayo ni kuya e. tapos na naman yun ;P. Kevin ilang beses ka ba dumaan sa bahay namin at hindi pa ako ready hahaha.. ang aga mo kasi dumaan. Justin! though hindi rin tayo gaanong nakapag usap, sana next time usap tayo. :D Of course si Timmy.,,, hahahahaha ang benta nung tuwalya e.. at excuse me,, hindi kita pinapantasya ahahahhaa.... lalabas ka kasi ng may tapis e.. hahahah... sa susunod, wag ganun, nakaka shock e. HAHAHA! and of course, si Reggie... Reggie Reggie babalik lahat hahahah! Joke lang.. Pero ikaw kasi yung pinakatahimik e.. hope to talk to you more :) haha!

Why exhausting? Super Exhausting sa kakatawa! hahaha

Three songs/cheers to summarize the 3-day Immersion Experience?

Sandali na lang, maaari bang pagbigyan
Aalis na nga, maaari bang hawakan ang iyong mga kamay
Sana ay maabot ang langit ang iyong mga ngiti
Sana ay masilip.

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart I thought of you
(Insert paulit-ulit verse here HAHAHAH!)

B-L-U-E E-A-G-L-E Blue Eagle, Blue Eagle, Blue Eagle the King
(BLUE EGOL daw sabi ni Justin hahah funny)

<3 you guys

whooo multiply

wahahahhaha

Radio Radio

2008-08-10T01:58:00.002+08:00

Thank you for the lunch treat kanina!

You saved my last Php 100 hahaha!

I'm excited for my shirt >_<

At least magkakaron na ako nun!

Don't worry, i shall be listening to your radio interview

Naks naman... sosyal na... hahaha

But you didn't tell me what station. Labo.

Fine fine tuning nalang.

Pero congrats!

^_^

scales and arpeggios >_<

2008-08-07T01:45:00.001+08:00

ANG CUTE!!!

WHEEEE!!!

meow

2008-07-31T01:03:00.003+08:00

curiosity killed the cat

"what killed the cat?"

"curiosity"

"duh"

.

estrangement and co.

2008-07-12T20:25:00.004+08:00

Why do I suddenly feel like a stranger in my own comfort zone?

Philo.. sheesh.

sige lang.... ipagpatuloy lang....

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hay... mahirap pala talagang pagkasyahin ang budget at magprioritize ng dapat gastusan para sa isang linggo.

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anyway, had a talk with bez... aww thank you... I feel super appreciated.... as in.... APPRECIATED.... thanks bez.... *coding coding coding* hahaha [kaw lang naman ang may kayang gumawa nyan for me (",) ]

i missed talking to you nang ganung katagal at ganung ka-late hahaha!!! :P

i know na super busy ka at naghahabol ng oras but still nagpuyat ka at you gave me your time just to talk *super thank you*

thanks for listening.

alam mo na ang next na sasabihin ko. ___________ [fill in the blank nalang]

I love you.

the bear cuddler strikes again

2008-07-05T22:33:00.002+08:00

waaaaa..... ang cute cute cute nung bear sa bear cuddler O_O well affordable naman sha (unlike yung nakita ko dati sa blue magic) kaso okay nasabihan na naman ako ng mom ko na magtatambak na naman ako sa room ko ng panibago.. pero waaaaaa..... i want i want.... O_O ang soft nya pero siksik... O_O

waaaaaaaaaaaa........

nagkaron din ako ng same dilemma before (i think nung 4th year HS)

hindi na nga ako pupunta sa bear cuddler nadedepress lang ako.

oh yeah.. the Pink VAIO haunts me too.

752

2008-07-01T00:51:00.002+08:00

Globe Platinum Cinema @ Php 351 each

Watched Wanted

9:00 PM to 10:45 PM

ran with heels down all 4 escalators (haha i have been running with heels all day)

arrived at my dorm at 10:58 PM hahaha!!

it was super super fun.

Thank You for the treat.

Promise next time we'll share the expenses haha

THANK YOUUUUU :)

happiness

2008-06-28T18:35:00.001+08:00

the key to happiness is choosing the right companion

I love you too.

can i just say..

2008-06-26T20:48:00.000+08:00

...what's the point.

moon river.. <3

2008-06-21T20:04:00.002+08:00

i am currently learning how to play moon river.. la la la.. haha.. oh how i love this song..

Two drifters off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see
We're after the same rainbow's end
Waitin' round the bend
My Huckleberry friend
Moon River and me

love love love :)

quotable quotes

2008-06-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

"oo gwapo yun... kaya malakas ang loob manggago"
-michelle de leon

Claps for you honey hahaha!

kagulo.kasaya.

2008-06-07T23:31:00.003+08:00

we just had our leadership training seminar with Sir E. It was so fun planning, playing games, popping balloons, and hoarding puzzles with them. hahaha! but we still don't have our core pic. Grar! haha.

yes.. full commitment... Sir E said that I am not allowed to ******** awww... hahaha...

yes full dedication to make this organization bloom.

me love the core *wala naman ako sa pic.. dakilang photographer*

hayyy

2008-06-03T23:05:00.002+08:00

hindi mo talaga alam kung kailan dadating at kung kanino...

parang kailan lang nung nakita ko sha sa hallway ng school ....

tapos mababalitaan ko nalang....

grabe...

hindi ko talaga ineexpect...

pero naisip ko what if ako yung nasa place niya... O_O

somehow, magandang escape yun sa stress na naeexperience ko..

ang selfish ko talaga...

i realized din na as long as hawak mo pa ang time mo sa mundo, gawin mo na lahat ng gusto mong gawin.

no matter how stressful at ilang failures ang dapat mong harapin..

magiging failure ka lang pag nag-give up ka.

hence, nandito na to,,, harapin na..

may you rest in peace janellou intal. batch '05 will miss you...

Havaianas vs. Spartans (benta!!)

2008-06-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

Pangalan: HAvaianas
Lugar na pinanggalingan: São Paulo , Brazil

Pagbigkas:
ah-vai-YAH-nas (Brazilian Portuguese)
hah-vee-ah-naz (American English)
OMG! hah-va-yaH-naZz! (Filipino)

Materyal na ginamit: Malupit na goma (high-quality rubber).

Presyo: Depende. Ganito na lang, 1 pares ng Havaianas = 100 pares ng Spartan.

Mga nagsusuot: Mga konyotik at mga mayayaman (na noong una ay nababaduyan sa mga naka-de sipit na tsinelas at sasabihing, "Yuck! So baduy naman nila, naka-slippers lang.")

Malulupit na katangian at kakayahan:
- Masarap isuot.
- Shock-absorbent
- Malambot ngunit matibay
- Makukuha sa sandamakmak na kulay, disenyo at burloloy
- Maaaring isuot sa loob ng Starbucks
- Mainam na pang-japorms
- Mainam i-terno sa I-Pod at Caramel Macchiato
- Mapipilitan kang maglinis ng mga kuko mo sa paa
- Maaari ka nang mag-dikwatro sa loob ng mga pampublikong lugar at sasakyan
- Magiging 'fashionable' ka kapag ikaw ay nagkukuyakoy

Olats na mga katangian:
Mahal!
Mahal!
Mahal!

Pangalan: Spartan

Lugar na Pinanggalingan: Metro Manila , Philippines

Pagbigkas:
spar-tan (American English),
is-par-tan (Filipino).

Materyal na ginamit: Pipitsuging goma (Low-quality rubber).

Presyo: Wala pang 50 pesos.
Isang pares ng Spartan = 20 piraso ng pan de coco.

Mga nagsusuot: ang masa (gaya-gaya lang ang mga sosyal at pasyonista)

Malulupit na katangian at kakayahan:
- Maaring ipampatay sa ipis
- Maaring ipampalo sa mga batang suwail at damuho
- Pwedeng ipanglusong sa baha at putikan
- Pwedeng ipamalengke
- Mainam gamitin sa tumbang-preso
- Mainam gawing 'shield' kapag naglalaro ng espa-espadahan
- Mainam isuot sa siko bilang proteksyon habang naglalaro ng piko
- Mainam na pambato sa picha o shuttlecock na sumabit sa puno
- Mainam na pangkulob sa pumuputok na watusi
- Kapag ginupit-gupit nang pahugis 'cube,' e maaari mo nang gawing pamato sa larong Bingo na
kadalasang makikita sa mga lamay ng patay.

Olats na mga katangian:
- Madaling magkawalaan kapag hinubad dahil halos pare-pareho lang ang itsura
- Masakit isuot kapag may mga balahibo ang mga daliri mo sa paa
- Minsan kapag ipinambato mo ito sa picha o shuttlecock na nakasabit sa puno, e nadadamay pati yung tsinelas

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Pink and Lilac

2008-05-08T00:39:00.002+08:00

I am happy on how the events in my life are going..

Things fall into place one by one..

Problems are being solved..

Conflicts are resolved..

I am very very happy..

Plus, I have a new blog design! hahah <3